Thursday, April 30, 2009

aku serious!!

ada sesiapa berminat untuk mendapatkan suzuki v100?
cover set biru.
engine standard.
sesiapakah berminat?
owh..sila sms talian 012-6550516..

thx!
=)

so you

I've been hurt so very deep
By the one who once made my life complete

He left his scars they do not show
Imprinted them within my soul

So forgive me friend if I get scared
but my emotions are temporarily under repair

I work on this heartbreak everyday
Slowly its damage is drifting away

IF you've ever been here
I know you'll understand

That what I need right now
is for you to stay my friend


i woke up early due to morning call from Shah. he is so annoying. trying to call me when i'm still so damn sleepy.
so now, i'm stuck in the same routine again. i have to do some revision for the next upcoming three papers (ok, actually i need more revision) and have to prepare myself for the job interview. The routines bite hard and my ambition is indeed low.It would not be all that bad if I am surrounded with the right people because at the time being, I just could not even stand the sight of my college building. Worse, staying in Shah Alam is suffocating me by days. i need to do something new. I have enough of student’s life. It is about time for me to embark on the new chapter of my life.

I am looking forward to it.



I know I am fucked up beyond recognition, and no, I know I need to be reminded from time to time and yes, I am taking every steps with care and cautions.

For the longest time, I keep myself guarded.

For the longest time, I keep everything to my own self.

I know I am such a dissapointment, I could never be anything than myself, and that being said, I’m trying to outdo the worst part of me from time to time.

It probably will not be the best decision I’ve made, I might be making the glorious mistake of my life and I may not be able to live my life the same way again.

It is sad, but I am learning.

for the 'one' who read this, i'm sorry for not being able to love you back (i know u reading this). but i really need you as my friend. you might not making any phone calls to me, no text, no myspace comments..I’ll be missing you, I hope you’ll be find for your new job. I hope you’ll find everything that you’ve been looking.

promise me you will always be my friend.forever.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

hutan di kuala lumpur

entah sabtu bila agaknya (mungkin dua minggu lepas), aku dan rakan-rakan (kak ana dan kureen) mengadakan aktiviti jungle trekking di FRIM Kepong.

boleh tahan lah FRIM ni..hutan ciptaan di Kuala Lumpur.

nasib takde harimau dalam hutan ni.
kalau ada, memang tak aman Kepong ni.
tapi guide kami kata ada beruang dalam hutan FRIM.
aku rasa dia nak kencing kitorang je..agak2 ar ada beruang..
huhu..









kesimpulannya, kitorang sangat2 enjoy.
mungkin suatu hari nanti aku nak trekking kat banjaran alps or himalaya.
kot2 jumpa yeti..
setakat konon2 ada beruang kat FRIM, apalah sangat..

Monday, April 27, 2009

kisah sedih di hari minggu

bila tiba weekend je, aku jadi tak keruan. pandangan mata berpinar-pinar.
kenapa susah sangat untuk melupakan si dia? 
dan mengapa aku tak pernah boleh lenyapkan dia walaupun sekejap dari otak aku?

adakah dia ada menggunakan ubat guna-guna?
atau nasi kangkang mungkin?
atau susuk berlian di wajahnya?

c'mon ain!
sudah semusim ye..
semusim pun baru rasa seperti semalam.
aku benci rasa ini.



Penyesalanku semakin dalam dan sedih
Aku serahkan semua milik dan hidupku
Aku tak mau menderita begini
Mudah mudahan ini hanya mimpi
Hanya mimpi



Sunday, April 26, 2009

panas!


panasnya!!

panas betul aku malam ni!

tak faham kenapa!!

*aku tak mandi lagi rupanya malam ni*

Friday, April 24, 2009

life defined by urban dictionary (18SX)


tadi aku bosan teramat sangat.

so aku saja2 la search dalam google.

jumpa satu benda menarik ni.


Go to www.urbandictionary.com, type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write a definition it gives you. I guarantee you’re gonna find some pretty hilarious results.


1. Name: Ain
another word for anus.

"Man I'd like to lick her ain!
*gila!aku tak suka lick2..huh!


2. Age: 22

The sex position where the couple is in a lunging position with the penis entering the male/female's asshole. Both participants are supposed to look like a 2.

Jacob: I get soo horny when i'm lunging!
Kyle: Lets do 22!
*ok..lucah gila..aku tahu*


3. What you should be doing: studying
An excuse you give your friends when you want to stay home alone and masturbate. Also known as 'reading' 'cleaning your room' or writing a term paper.

"Want to hang out?"

"No, I'm going to stay home and study."
*aku bukan begini orangnya*


4. Favorite color: Green
horny, referring to the idea that colors can induce feelings. (Orange=hungry, blue=calm, red=angry, green=horny)

I was so green last night I hit the first slut I could find.
*tak tahu lak aku hijau nu warna petunjuk kegersangan*


5. Favorite number: 6
The act of giving oral sex to a man. One half of the sexual position 69 ex. head, blow job, brain

Me and Traci got drunk last night and she ended up giving me some 6.


6. Month of your birthday: November
The most popular form of rain when getting married to a hot and sexy rockstar.

Its hard to hold a candle in the cold November Rain.


7. Last person you talked to: Kamal
The definition of gangsta. Thuggish in every sense of the word.

"You better watch your girl, man. A kamal might snatch her up"

"That homie's mad kamal"
*beware of anyone bernama kamal.member aku nama kamal memang terkenal sebagai perampas awek orang..huh*


8. One of your nicknames: Ayon
An extremely homosexual man who enjoys the pleasures his own body has to offer, he slaps young men across the face with a dick ranging in size between 2-3 inches of power, .... he in other words is straight up GAY!!! GAY , when someone says ayon it is just gay.

Oh wow that guy is really Ayon .. how gay is he.
*i'm not a gay.aku adalah wanita. gila ke hape orang yang buat definition ni..sah2 aku tiada penis*


hillarious isn't it??
hehe..

for anyone yang baca entri nih, jika rajin sila la buat benda best nih..:P


*maaf jika entri ini berbaur lucah*

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Tangan Aku Gangren


1. Insert this badge or the pic above to inform you have been awarded.





2. Make sure you take the pic and said it is from.
- piqah.. *jangan rempit2*

3. You should tell 10 facts or hobbies about yourself.
1. rambut sangat kusut dan degil.
2. ketawa berdekah2..
3. sangat mencintai johnny depp..beliau sangat gorgeous bukan?
4. tak makan daging merah..cuma daging putih.
5. tidak tahu menunggang motosikal..hatta memiliki helmet.
6. love kids...bilakah aku akan ada anak sendiri?cet!!kahwin pun belum lagi.
7. menaip dengan sangat laju dan menghasilkan bunyi keyboard yang kuat hinggakan housemate aku marah2..huhu.
8. kaki yang bersaiz besar walaupun berbadan kecil..ok..saiz kaki aku 9..kdg2 mcm ronald mcdonald pun ada gak rupa aku ni.
9. suka menambah cheese di dalam makanan..lazat!
10.seringkali menjadi penunjuk arah kepada rakan2 yang buta jalan.owh ya..kenapa masih ada orang yang tak hafal2 jalan walaupun telah melalui jalan yang sama lebih dari 3kali?huh!

4. You should choose 5 other bloggers (easier the ones who follow you) and tell their names in your blog.
1. puteri kartikah
2. besi
3. shahrul azry
4. atan
5. elisyasyazwani


5. Dont forget to go to their blog and tell them they have been tagged !
owh....perlu ke?hehe..aku tahu la..